I missed talking with you all. I hope you haven't totally given up on me. (Sorry, Kami.) By the way, this entry is dedicated to Kami in hopes that she will get over her cold soon.

That said, I think that I have reached an all-term low this week. I am failing pop quizzes and losing faith in myself. I find every minute that I am just daydreaming about love, and finding it, and etc, etc, etc...love is really what i live for right now, but I'm kind of afraid I'll miss seeing it while I'm looking so hard, cliche though that may be.

I had a great conversation with a friend online today. It went thus:[AIM names have been altered]

tremolis531: still no one here for me

goonymonkeyfeets: aw

goonymonkeyfeets: just wait

tremolis531: it's very sad

tremolis531: there are good looking ppl and all

tremolis531: but i'm sick of the casual dating cycle

goonymonkeyfeets: and one day you'll look up and the man of your dreamies will be reading under a tree in the park and you'll notice that hes reading a book you looove and strike up a convo and then you will get married

tremolis531: EXACTLY

tremolis531: you understand me

goonymonkeyfeets: of course i do

tremolis531: i love you sooo much

eclectic531: yupyup

goonymonkeyfeets: :-*

tremolis531: and if i don't find him we can just ride off into the sunset together, darling

goonymonkeyfeets: of course

goonymonkeyfeets: wiht jon

tremolis531: of course

I read Romeo and Juliet a lot. It comforts me. My guy friends say they can't stomach it or it's a girl's story, but I would like to take this opportunity to point out to the web-connected world that it was written by a guy. For what it's worth, though I think it makes no difference, a straight guy. Honestly, just enjoy good literature and good love and ignore the macho complex.

Nuff said.

Yours,

Kat

music: I'll Fly AwayAlison Krauss; Gillian Welch